wow its really really long since i posted.
i found myself a stead though hehe ;x
ok so peopel viewing my blog don't go around spreading
or miss kuck will soon find me LOL

aye dear today sick then pei her see doctor
haiz really damn feverish lor D:
but we did spend nice time at the shelter ><
walao eh i really wanna whack that fking indian lor cb
if see until him again confirm go beat him liao ._.

things have been changing around me.
friends who i used to trust, to love
all end up the opposite road
its such heartbreaking to see this, to see that friends that i care
no longer cares.

im bored like seriously bored.
whole day studying man wth
lol anyways chatted with celine in the afternoon
powerpuff girls rule LOL

and hey i really dint scold you k
forgive me x.x

hahas solo post for you ok baobei (:
hmm you cheer up k and dun fall sick like me ><

woah its being long since i posted :O
ok anyways i patched up with two of them le
no more enemies le woooo
anyway exam was shit
literally shit

language- so-so
humans- confirm F9
A maths- confirm fail
E maths- around B?
physics- quite easy :O

dude its only like 2 quite ok subjects
damn.
and kiddo don't worry you did better than me, confirm won't retain la :D

if i could have a second chance,
i wouldn't want this all to happen.

fingers crossed, getting ready
i'm gonna settle these issues by this wk.
lets walk into the exam hall, having no distractions
i've think through things, and it's time i set them straight.
the me now is a different me,
it's a better one.

oh and my motivation suddenly x10000
after thinking about the things after exam :D

you thought that i wasn't bothered.
i spent the whole of english and history lessons, trying to think what i had done wrong
even though i was in the wrong sometimes, you ask yourself.
have you really cared about me?
when i was sad, you'll always change the topic
when i was happy, 'good for you' was the only phrase i got from you
did you know when syndicate was talking about you, i was already crying?

and to the team:
it's not that i won't forgive and forget, it's just that things just happened recently
i need time to think things through, so i'll have to ask you all to bear with me.

anyways thanks to the people that had cheered me up and help in some other ways
i really appreciate it.

i showed concern for you.
when you were down, i cheered you up.
when people insulted you, i broke all ties and defended you.
when you gave up, i scolded you, hoping you came to your senses.
when you were happy, i shared the joy with you
when you are sad, i shared the burden with you

all these and what did i get.
nothing but backstabs
i respect you and don't wanna point you out.
from now on, you're no longer part of my life.
you're my biggest disappointed.

eh you better shuddap hor bitch
you think everyone now likes you, so you cna do everything hor
i dun care if all hates me, they'll all see it in the end
and change your damn fking attitude ok
dog.