if i could have a second chance,
i wouldn't want this all to happen.

fingers crossed, getting ready
i'm gonna settle these issues by this wk.
lets walk into the exam hall, having no distractions
i've think through things, and it's time i set them straight.
the me now is a different me,
it's a better one.

oh and my motivation suddenly x10000
after thinking about the things after exam :D

you thought that i wasn't bothered.
i spent the whole of english and history lessons, trying to think what i had done wrong
even though i was in the wrong sometimes, you ask yourself.
have you really cared about me?
when i was sad, you'll always change the topic
when i was happy, 'good for you' was the only phrase i got from you
did you know when syndicate was talking about you, i was already crying?

and to the team:
it's not that i won't forgive and forget, it's just that things just happened recently
i need time to think things through, so i'll have to ask you all to bear with me.

anyways thanks to the people that had cheered me up and help in some other ways
i really appreciate it.

i showed concern for you.
when you were down, i cheered you up.
when people insulted you, i broke all ties and defended you.
when you gave up, i scolded you, hoping you came to your senses.
when you were happy, i shared the joy with you
when you are sad, i shared the burden with you

all these and what did i get.
nothing but backstabs
i respect you and don't wanna point you out.
from now on, you're no longer part of my life.
you're my biggest disappointment.

eh you better shuddap hor bitch
you think everyone now likes you, so you cna do everything hor
i dun care if all hates me, they'll all see it in the end
and change your damn fking attitude ok
dog.

6 months. maybe things will be different if you were still here =\

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wow hey. i sotta get identities like finally LOL
thanks to the genius that bomb me with wtfinsanehard questions :O
ok pretty much slack tdy.
slept alot cuz really damn sick x.x

thanks wing for talking to me. really appreciate it
and big thanks to wy too.

damn i'm falling sick
down wif flu, fever and cough x.x
still must go school leh or confirm die
anyways thanks to salim for his hospitality today
rock on boy

aye i just don't get people
sua le i don't care anymore

OMG I FOUND A GENIUS FRIEND LOL
TMD HWA CHONG JC STILL CAN AFFORD TO STUDY 20 MINS A DAY
propropropropro
i wanna join mensa too :D

and you. train on your box then come find me LOL